Because people cannot stop drama and shit I had to make a new livejournal. This journal is FRIENDS ONLY.
So leave me a comment with the following information.

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Dont bother saying you "searched" for me because you wont get added. If you were on my last journal just say that and I will add you.

Dear smalls,

Since u seem so upset I just wanted to tell you something I thought might cheer ya up. I love you Angela. Even if that doesn't help at all, at least u will know that. So, cheer up.

You're killin me smalls : )

DEAR ANGELA....



I ONLY WANT YOU TO BE MY GF!!


happy?

I wonder somtimes what will happen when I leave. How will Keagan handle it. Right now he isn't handling not having momma around. He sits there and says "e mama" and I dunno.. I tell him that she is gone, and he just cries. I know that I will make him cry by leaving, and he is to young to explain why I have to go. I don't want him to think I am abandoning him. If I had it my way I would never be away from him. I am just so confused about so many things right now. I feel like I really have strong feelings for somone, but do I try and go somewhere with that..do I not.. I dont even know what they want. My mom isnt handling me leaving either..she seems almost mad that we are all going. Cox and Zane seem to be ok, I don't really know what is going through Zane's mind, he has never been to Iraq. My sister is never around so I dont even know how she feels. But I do know that by the end of May my mom will have 4 children in Iraq.

All I know is that I feel lost. I don't know what to do or feel.


A list of things I need to remember:
-PSP
-Divorce papers
-Games and movies
-Get a new helmet
-Find my knife
-Get costody papers done
-Set up Keagans new room in my moms house


wow..I am a slacker. I still need to pack too..

So..because people can't stay out of my buisness I have to start all over. I guess it will be good for me tho.

I am at work right now, but I am actually happy to be here. We are just sitting here watching hp 5 and eating subway. I think this is the first time in awhile I have been in such a good mood just because. And I get off work early today so maybe me and keagan will go do something together.